I Became A Sandwich In My Colleagues' Eyes.

Hu Mei's parents are middle school teachers in Zhenjiang, Jiangsu.

When she was 6 years old, she came to her parents from her grandmother's home in the countryside. Her grades were excellent in elementary school, junior high school and high school.

Hu Mei lived in a middle school where his parents taught. "The other students came home from school. I went back from one school to another, and I had a very small circle of contacts."

She has been dreaming of becoming a doctor and meeting all kinds of people.

After 7 years of clinical medicine, she became a pediatrician in a large hospital in Shanghai.

In the impression of Hu Mei, the doctor's work is very simple, and can be found in the hospital. The fact is very different from her imagination.

In terms of seniority, young doctors are prepared for each other, between nurses and doctors.

Hu Mei said, "chatting with a young doctor who was admitted to a hospital together, there was no carefree talk in the University." everyone is talking about it. When I was at school, I was very clear about the family status and personality characteristics of the dormitory girls. Now, those topics related to personal life have been automatically evaded, unable to touch the hearts of the people. We are discussing which shopping malls are doing activities again. How do the children in bed 6 always come to see her by her mother? "

Hu Mei said that there was a kind of obedience and dependence on discipline and system in the good students who grew up in school like her. There was a natural rejection of unreasonable phenomena.

At the end of the year, leaders asked everyone to talk about the hospital and make some suggestions.

Hu Mei thought for a long time and finally plucked up the courage to say, "the hospital is the place to save the sick, but some doctors still ask for red packets."

There was a child whose family was very difficult, and the appendix was also imported.

Why do people only respect the doctors only when they are SARS?

After Hu Mei finished, the director took the lead in applause.

But after that meeting, fewer people spoke to her.

Everyone ate together in the dining hall, and the others chatted very energetically. Once she passed, everyone was serious and silent.

Hu Mei was very upset. She wished she could be accepted by them, but she didn't know how to do it.

Hu has become the "sandwich man" in the eyes of other doctors.

She went to an old doctor with her when she went to the internship. The doctor said, "it's enough to do a good job, and some things to learn."

Hu Mei said she is now very confused, and digesting things that are very exclusive to her are even more uncomfortable.

From the small to the big, Hu Mei likes classical literature and world history.

Today, the novels of Ming and Qing Dynasties and the general history of the world are getting farther and farther away from her life. They even don't know when they started.

In the past, when she heard the names of those books, she felt ridiculous, and felt that she did not have to work so hard at all.

After two years of work, the embarrassment, embarrassment and hardship of those books mentioned in the book have been experienced in two years.

"The work of doctors is not difficult to get along with patients. What is really hard is dealing with the personnel relationship of other doctors.

The more books I read, the more taboo I can talk about, the less I say in hospitals.

"Father is a tall teacher. When he came to see me that day, he found my books, that kind of eyes I would never forget, pity and helplessness."

Hu Mei said.