Travel Women Encounter Customers' Temptation

Figure: Lillian female 30 years old

I do not know which movie says that women who stay at home can not forgive their husbands' extramarital affairs; only women with red and white walls begin to understand the mentality of men to be wild.

I used to be like this.

I always thought it was just an excuse for an obscene woman, and a good woman would never go off the rails.

But after I met P, I realized how complex and natural the desire is.

God knows, I have always been a devoted woman, dating for seven years with my first love, three years of marriage, and ten years' relationship.

The husband is an honest man. He is down-to-earth and not fond of flowers. He is a bit stupid and trustworthy.

I read foreign languages. I have got a good job in a foreign company. I have many conditions and I have many opportunities to travel.

The number of trips I travel from one or two times a year to more than ever after China's entry into the WTO has been going out almost every month in the past two years.

The husband is very relieved, because my boss is a strong woman. He laughs and says that he is not afraid of the Secretary and his boss doing something unless I am a homosexual.

The emergence of P is really unexpected.

He is a Chinese American. He is about forty years old, and he looks like a thirty year old diamond.

Maybe because of this, he suddenly looked at me differently, especially like sitting next to me, always staring at me unpolitely.

The boss laughed and said he might have seen me. When I said so, I turned red. He was the old couple. He felt a little annoying.

But it is always a bit of a complacent feeling to be recognized as a talented person.

Oh, what's wrong with me?

On the second day, he unconsciously strengthened his sense of self-protection and resistance.

He probably thought I was very funny, and suddenly asked him with a puzzled look: "are you falling in love with me?" I was stunned. I didn't know how to react. I felt that he had been taken advantage of it. He immediately smiled and said, "do Chinese girls have no sense of humor?"

The more I hate, the more I miss.

Strangely enough, the more I hate him, the more I think about him.

If a woman is flirted with a man, she feels that someone is chasing herself, especially for a married woman who has only been shown off once, and someone else is chasing!

I also told long distance husband P that she was very annoying. My husband said, "I still think I'm the best."

Only when he said so, did I really subconsciously compare them.

Frankly speaking, knowledge, appearance, status, wealth, achievement, my husband is all down.

On the character, the husband is honest, has its advantages and the stuffy place, P is humorous and witty, understands the attack plan, and he always has the inability to stimulate, is the challenge and the expectation all the time.

It is beyond doubt that he is a charming man.

He can use words to influence people's hearts, which is also his profound skill in flirting.

He did not say much or do much, and you could not resist being captured.

I can't help thinking of it when I think of it here. How do I think of it?

What the hell am I doing?

The second business trip only had a meeting with him. He didn't sit next to me. He hurried away after the meeting, as if he had to catch a plane.

I was a little disappointed.

What do I want to do? Do he want to continue flirting with me? Want to see him? For the first time in my life, I do not know my passion.

I keep reminding myself that I am a married woman who has a husband who loves himself and cooks meals for himself. He has always hated women who do not keep women.

What troubles me most is not that he is always thinking about him, but that he has never done anything to make me feel this way.

I was secretly promiscuous in the absence of provocation. What a terrible idea.

I went to the hotel to wash my face with cold water, and how strange I was in the mirror. I couldn't wait to go home and hugged my husband to escape everything.

He was sexually tempted.

The third business trip to P is two months later.

Before he set out, he did not know what to expect. He did not deny that I wanted to see him. He listened to his voice and looked at his expression and was tormented by him.

A desire drove me to his side.

Did he swear at me? He was so unnatural when he saw him. He threw me a sentence at the right time: "is the cold just because of me?" and it was a smile and a winning eye.

This time my boss did not go along with me, adding my wild fantasies and uneasiness.

I chant like chanting: "I love my husband, I love my husband..."

Suddenly he turned around and found that he was very close behind me, listening to me chanting scriptures, and then laughing away abominable.

Embarrassed.

Why does he always have a way to make me feel ashamed?

On the second day, after the meeting, he solemnly asked me to talk with his colleague manager to his hotel suite.

It is undeniable that he works very seriously, and I have always admired him silently, especially because the white shirt he wears at work is pretty and very sexy.

I blush at the thought of it.

He noticed that I was too stupid.

How does he want to torture me? He can be deduced that he is an old hand in love, and his purpose is not in the form of color.

After the meeting, the manager had another meeting, but P asked me to stay for more details.

My heart is beating.

The two of us left him very gracious and asked me if I wanted to drink or to listen to music.

"Have you always been so tight?" I pretended not to be so generous, leaving me without thinking.

But he came to himself and said, "has anyone told you how beautiful your eyes are?" before I had time to respond, he had kissed me quickly on the cheek and added, "in foreign countries, it is a polite kiss to show respect and appreciation for women. You will not mind."

I've been messed up by him. How can I find out exactly what kind of medicine he sells in the gourd? I lied to him to leave, and he went out of the room in a hurry.

God, what's going on? What's going to happen? What's going to happen? I can't sleep all night. He calls in the middle of the night and asks if I can't sleep. He suddenly thinks of me and asks if I can come to his room for a while.

I am stupid, but I understand his purpose. He wants me.

Oh My God! I can't breathe normally. I'm afraid I can't find him. If I don't feel comfortable, I'll hang up the phone when I sleep.

Fortunately, I returned home on the second day.

Hesitant, whether to enter or retreat.

I know his purpose, and I am in a state of confusion from the next business trip for another month.

Ask yourself if you are in love with him.

I could not answer that I could not deny that I was frightened by his appearance, I often missed him, I could not understand his details, but I had a strong desire to suck me in.

I often review the fragments of his kisses, and dare not ask myself if I want to go further and do something that a sexy man should not do.

His sexual invitation actually attracted me. For this reason, I really dislike my own waterborne flowers. I was so bad in my bones, and I was also a bad woman.

Once a woman confirms that she has bad nature, she will go all the way. Will it be so? Please help me.

Outpatient treatment

Lillian does not have to ask the question of whether he falls in love with him or not. As she also realizes, lust is a natural physiological and psychological response. The key is not to deny it, but to control it, to deal with it and deal with it, so that it is a mature self-healing method, rather than to suppress oneself, and then to be in the middle.

Lillian's experience is limited, and it seldom meets men's flirtation. In the early years, one's heart and soul may not be because of firm feelings, but have yet to meet rivals.

When women are provoked by men's desires, no matter who they are, they will have contradictory psychological reactions, resist and dislike intellectually, but at the same time cover up the desire of subconscious being aroused.

In fact, the pursuit and excitement is also the normal physical and mental reaction of women, aware that the treatment is OK.

The problem is that she may unconsciously suppress the desire for deviance in a long-term, one-way emotional relationship. Once the player appears, the vanity and pleasure that suddenly come to her when she is aroused, she can not resist, heartbeat and self accusation, and suddenly the moral collapse.

Lillian should accept the normal reaction of having a passion and recognize the purpose of the other person in order to avoid confusion.

He is a player, he only needs sex, asks himself whether he can afford to play. Do not turn the question to whether he has fallen in love with him, because lust can not be related to love.

The fact is that he needs the sexual stimulation of a business trip. He has no intention of loving. She can't control herself, fall down easily, set herself on fire, burn herself, and end up being tortured by false feelings, unable to face her husband and herself, and fall into a long nightmare of self denial and self blame, which is a pity.

Look at it clearly, calm down and handle it properly, and say no to what should not happen. This is not for morality, but for self protection.