Sun Li Talked About Careers After Marriage: I Indulge Myself.

"You have been with me for a long time, and you will know that I can do it, but you will not see it at once, nor can I show it to you.

It's not that I don't want to show, but I don't know how to behave. I don't know how to do the best at that point.

What I saw

In the coming year, Sun Li will be different from the past. Her two important roles are all women with a calculated mind.

Of course, she is very resistant to the word "scheming". In her concept, women are too many minds to be equal to bad ones. The complexity of human nature can not be summed up in simple sentences.

Just like "Qi Lan" in Guan Yun Chang, this is a fictional female horn often appearing in commercial films, and its function is to contain more than two men.

Sun Li's "Qi Lan" was set up as a crush on Guan Yu's youth, and he was going to marry Liu Bei as his concubine.

In her heart, there is only her future husband, Liu Bei, so when Guan Yu wavered in the deep friendship of Cao Cao, Qi LAN used Guan Yu's affection for her and began to wrestle with Cao Cao.

Director Mai Zhaohui and Zhuang Wenqiang have worked together in Infernal Affairs. They describe this relationship as "the last temptation of Christ", and it is the red fire of the cluster of gold that glittering between two men.

The heroine in commercial films is mostly such a function. Sun Li's weight in the screen work is certainly not more important than that in the TV play. She is absolutely female one on the screen.

From the first "jade goddess of mercy," this is the case until the recent "Hakkas The Legend of Zhen Huan". Another woman with a heavy heart is also a woman who can let Sun Li talk about it.

"Harem The Legend of Zhen Huan" is a popular topic of fiction on the Internet quite a few years ago. There are 7 novels. The heroine Zhen Zhen has entered the palace of the 14 year.

Originally, the character had no historical background. In the TV series, she was set up as Yong Zheng's concubine, and Sun Li started at the age of 17.

This is Sun Li's most important role in addition to Yu Guanyin since he came to the movie. It took a year and a half to get the novel and finish the sound.

Usually the TV drama cycle takes 30 episodes in 3 months, and the harem The Legend of Zhen Huan completed sixty or seventy episodes in 4 and a half months.

There are 1500 plays in the play, and Sun Li occupies 966 games, almost every day.

"And our play is divided into groups A and B. The most cruel time is that the weather forecast says that there may be rain tomorrow, so we may make two announcements, plus A and B are 4 announcements.

So in a few days, I have to prepare 4 notices a day, and the contents of each announcement are quite different.

Sun Li said.

There was a very hard time in the middle. When other people were killing people, they found that Sun Li's play had only been filmed for more than 200 games. The director, Zheng Xiao Long, asked the CO ordinator: "why did Sun Li play so little?

How much pressure is she now, do you know? "

Sun Li, the actor who had filmed the film feature, said that she was the most difficult actor to interview, perhaps related to her emotional agitation.

In the last three weeks, Sun Li had 7 A4 pages per day, and the makeup artist wondered when she would recite the lines, and she could not allow herself to forget her words. So she did not talk with the actors in the group, nor did she eat and play with others. She thought it would be a waste of time.

Because she was always in a state of loneliness, her nervousness and seriousness made her look like a worried old man.

The same group of partners drag on the progress will also make her anxious, some drama groups do not try the drama of mass actors, when the actors to carry dozens of lines of drama, will be repeatedly called NG (bad, Remake), Sun Li will complain that the deputy director is not responsible.

Because she is an actress who wants to get everything ready before the launch. The scene changes will make her miserable.

"You had better prepared the night before, and you didn't get enough at the scene, because there were too many variables on the scene.

Sometimes when you are preparing for this crying drama or the emotional drama, you feel very well prepared, but when you face the camera, you have no mood at all.

This is likely to happen, so you need to maintain your peace at a special moment and then break out when it breaks out.

Some actors are skillful. They can control the tears from which eyes fall, or even flow to a few drops. Some will control their tears with staring and staring at the strong light. Sun Li, who has been photographing for nearly 10 years, has not learned these things yet.

"When I was acting, I asked myself to be in my heart, and my emotions must be overflowing from my heart instead of being suppressed.

My heart is full, and my emotions are permeated and overflowing. I like that kind of state very much, and I can still be very enchanted after it is done.

She must be liked and substituted for this role before she can complete it, so Sun Li will argue for Zhen and Qi LAN, even if the role is killing, she will find the reason for killing.

If she did not believe in the logic of the characters, she could not deduce.

She didn't want to hear the director compliment her because it meant she had no room for improvement.

Peter Ho once praised her for directing the director to discuss the script, and eventually the director would be afraid of her.

This unskilled way of work actually made her tired.

One day filming in Grand View Garden, the story tells that the emperor saw Zhen Yin's girlfriends. On the surface, she wanted nothing to do, but his heart boiled like boiling water, and he made a response to lotus in the pond.

That day there were many tourists, cameras and cameras facing her, someone called "Sun Li Sun Li", her anger was hard to contain, and it was totally impossible to enter the drama.

From that day on, she used her TV set to recite her lines every night to adapt to the noise surrounding her films.

A girl who has never been trained in class, who is famous by luck and purity, must have a great heart to maintain for so many years, and the girl is more mature than her peers.

She studied dance at the age of 5, and was defeated repeatedly in her teens.

The teacher thought her head was big, and she said, "maybe when you were young, you developed your head first, so later your head never developed."

Now, in retrospect, if she had had a smaller head, she would not have turned into an actress.

But how can a child have such foresight? She recalls: "I was very depressed and depressed at the time, so I could not help losing sleep. I felt that the sky was going to collapse.

The dance was like my life at that time, when life was almost gone.

"If I didn't dance, I would be useless.

I was unhappy at school, and I had to go to the children's palace several nights a week.

When grade three was in primary school, a class teacher who had just graduated from the class came up with a few students who looked up the wrong word in the dictionary. The teacher tore up the students' dictionaries in a rough way. Among them, Sun Li was the only one who rushed out of the classroom without going back to the ground. Very few 10 year old children dared to say this.

Even more unexpected is Sun Li's mother, who is more impulsive than Sun Li.

After learning of the situation, she rushed to the school to confront the teacher.

Then the teacher began to revenge on Sun Li, not to let her attend the class, and ordered her to stand at the door every day.

School became Sun Li's nightmare.

Her performance fell, only more than 60 points, and sometimes red lights.

Mother relieved her to say "60 years old."

One day, there were so many Chinese classes. Sun Li woke up in the morning and cried to the timetable. Her mother wrote a request for leave for her.

Because of this, Sun Li's youth barrier came earlier than other children, so that now, when she saw the reports of teachers' corporal punishment, she would be angry.

At that time, standing on the stage and receiving applause became the source of her self-confidence, and the feeling of failure was particularly strong. Her personality changed from childhood to fear, distrust and distrust for strangers.

A friend analyzed Sun Li's slow heat from inferiority. She was afraid of other people's coldness, and feared that once she was enthusiastic, she would feel embarrassed. Because of this personality, she lost many friends.

She nurtured many hobbies that she enjoyed herself. When she was a child, she made models of cars and motorcycles, took cigarette cards, played marbles, kept pets, ducks, chickens, tadpoles, grasshoppers, crickets, and dogs. After adults, she studied painting, bought a foam box, and planted watermelons at home.

"When you are afraid of contacting people, others are also afraid to contact you, but if two people are afraid, these two people will go further and further away.

But even if he is afraid, if your enthusiasm can resolve him, he can walk very close to him, so that you can open another sky for yourself.

And I feel that when I grow up, my friends will become more and more important.

I used to think I wanted to do a lot of things alone when I was resting, but when I was resting, I thought about asking friends to play together and eat together.

Sun Li seldom participated in auditions from the beginning, and occasionally he never succeeded.

As long as the auditions will be examined by many strangers, they need to introduce themselves and let a whole house of people know her as soon as possible. It is not a correct way for Sun Li, a diligent and talented person.

Her best sport is long-distance running, good endurance and poor explosive power.

"Happiness is like a flower" has a slap in the face with Deng Chao, which is almost hysterical. The play was shot the day before, and she had to rely on the foreshadowing to make the accumulated emotions reach its peak.

After several failed examinations, she finally entered the Shanghai garrison District Cultural Troupe, but the work of returning to the army was to serve as a waiter in a restaurant.

She did not obey the assignment and did not join the day, joining the army of advertising models.

"According to my constellation (Libra), I am a very sociable person, but I am not a very active person to do something."

When she was performing in the army, she met many deputy directors, who introduced her to shoot advertisements.

The girls in the interview were students of Shanghai Theater Academy and Xie Jin Hengtong film and TV school. Only she did not have the experience, so she felt inferior.

But her luck is good. The first advertisement has nearly 2000 yuan of income. Before becoming a formal actor, it has risen to tens of thousands of yuan.

Earning money is her ideal at that time. If she has a stable life, she can talk about her ideal.

Yu Guanyin has a year long preparation period, during which Sun Li has many competitors, but now she can't remember.

The company sought out teachers to train these young people. Sun Li remembered that there were two men and two women in all. They were candidates for Mao Jie, Yang Rui and Zhong Ning, but none of them had dreams come true.

At that time, she would only consciously execute the teacher's instructions and let her experience a peaceful life. She would sneak into a maternity hospital to see other children, and work with the drug enforcement police.

In a class video, Sun Li performed tears. When she dropped her first tear, the teacher said, "yes."

The first interview in life, a reporter asked her, "you want to be red, do you know?"

She said, "what does red mean?"

For her, it means a job.

The brokerage company did not give the actors the basic salary. When Sun Li signed the contract, he insisted on a fixed salary. She felt that he had been in Beijing for a year and had not been able to return to the advertising circles in Shanghai.

In order to give her a reassurance, the company sent her 2000 yuan a month's salary, until now it is still over 2000 yuan.

After signing a 10 year old contract, others will think it's too long, but she thinks she has a guarantee of life.

"The biggest pressure on me is jade Guanyin.

I don't know anything. I think I'm a real lawyer. I don't know what to do every day.

They don't understand professional terms at the scene.

A group of actors rushed out with a toy gun, and she could keep laughing because she used to think that the real guns were used.

In order to let her understand her role, Ding Hei, the director, specially invited the Chinese drama teacher to read the script with her every day, and she memorized all the lines before starting the machine.

But this did not make her a skilled actress. She described herself as an abacus bead, and the director dialed.

In the army, Sun Li had had a profound lesson. The whole army was playing. She was arranged for solo dance, and she was too happy to fly.

Everyone eyed the opportunity, but she had no feeling.

When someone else rehearsed for work, she left.

During the second examination, the leader knocked on her skull and said, "you jump the worst, and you will be changed."

After being frightened, she practiced hard and finally saved the position of the leading dance.

"I experienced frustration, loss and sudden realization, which is very helpful for me to do things now.

These things must have come to you after a setback. Fortunately, I feel that God loves me very much. That kind of setback is not fatal, but it can make me slow down. These are precious assets to me.

The great pressure of Yu Guanyin caused Sun Li's endocrine disorders, her face covered with acne, and she wanted to act like a man who saw her on the face of death. When she was washing her face every day, she felt her potholed face, which was a torment for her.

"I am a very sensitive person to my mind and body. My body performs faster than others. I can feel the change of my body.

Sometimes I feel very tired when I feel tired or a little uncomfortable.

When I was doing yoga, I was able to hear my little bones shaking.

It's not illusion. It's definitely not illusion.

I don't think you can hear this thing when you are impatient. You don't know what happened to you.

At present, Sun Li doesn't need to worry about unemployment anymore. Instead, working too much makes her feel insecure. When people are tired, they will be dull.

"I am a person who needs to talk with me often.

I am very fond of my own state. I will talk to myself. Sometimes I will say to myself, "are you tired?

Tired will not go.

I love myself. "